This poem illustrates my inward struggles of my spiritual and emotional life as of late. The picture of a tree is what keeps coming to me, what I want my end goal to look like in my relationship with Him: a picture of steadfastness, trust, and inner strength...to be secure in all that God has called me to be: secure in my foundation (Jesus), and my identity. The contrasting picture is that of a reed, which bends in the wind, compromising according to it's curcimstances--the writer James mentions such in the first chapter (James 1:6), and says,
"But when he asks, he must believe and not doubt, because he who doubts is like a wave of the sea, blown and tossed by the wind. That man should not think he will receive anything from the Lord; he is a double-minded man, unstable in all he does."
Lord, help me to not doubt what you say about me, but let it become a part of who I am. I don't want to be conformed to the patterns of this world...but be TRANSFORMED by he RENEWING of my mind!
The Oak and the Reed
Only a seed was I
when You carefully planted me
cleared the ground around
by Your grace I was firmly found--
now growing and faring
through life and it's seasons
has nurtured and carried me--
and now if my heart were to look in a mirror,
I am seeking and desiring
this one thing,
through all the winds--
every tempest, storm, and rain,
in life's curcimstance, in trial and change:
I desire the steadiness of the oak tree
with it's roots spread deeply--
solid and secure, like an anchor
firmly planted --a sure foundation--in the sand,
keeping the ship at bay,
And not that weary state of the reed,
which is blown and bent {this way and that},
to and fro, undecided,
with doubts frequently swaying it back and forth like
the pendulum of a clock,
the result of those those parading thoughts...
...and like a wave of the sea, blown and tossed,
carried with the entourage of the world's patterns
and forgetting where it was planted,
and that which it was meant to be
please, take me on that journey, Lord,
that will turn me, this floundering reed,
into a solid oak,
a planting of righteousness
for the display of Your spendour
So are they that choose to trust in You
You make them to flourish,
going from strength to strength,
their roots filling the land,
their leaves remain green
through every season they may face
for they are planted by the River of Delights,
the Fountain of Life,
the unfailing streams of water
that will never run dry.
-Emily Kopp
Bible References:
Jeremiah 17:8
Isaiah 61:3
Psalm 80:8-11